Saturday 26 February 2022

The winged years

Oxford

Oddbins, which I think opened when we were first married
    is packed. A pub we met for lunch in, the day
Dylan released Street-Legal, has changed name: town not gown,
    So I go to another and sit an hour with 
ghosts and a pint. Recalling happiness a thwart thing
    killed hurts me worse than thoughts of the misery
we came to. Sites of memory. The winged years. If this
    is doing work on myself, I don't know, but when
I pass a shop and remember a dress, suddenly,
    after everything, there are tears on my cheek.
 
~ Lachlan MacKinnon, reprinted in Essential Poems for the Way We Live Now, edited by Daisy Goodwin (London, 2003)